lack of transmission, lack of window

here i am, in the ta community room by myself and i have another 45 minutes to spare before my next class. i obviously have nothing better to do with my time. blackboard is down so i can't even attempt to study nor catch up on the overwhelming school work inevitably piled on my weak shoulders. i don't like to think about it because i feel so consumed by it.

anyway, i was thinking about how much i want my next tattoo and how i've been putting it off for so long now. it's going to be a tattoo of a window (and not knowing what kind of window frame i want is also delaying the pursuit) and through the window i would like a tree house caught in a this intense storm. you know, algae galore and broken wood and tons of wreckage... tons of fun. perhaps some ominous clouds to make me look like i have some weird dark personality, which might be true, you'd never know. so i was thinking about it and then i realized how much i like windows. i used to lay on my bed and just stare outside my bedroom window. i especially liked doing that on rainy days right after school. i also liked laying on the couch in the living room where the window is even bigger. i don't have a window in my room now, you know, basement rooms tend to be unwelcoming to glass.

i definitely want to move into an apartment with pretty windows.

i've had this annoying sharp pain in my head since the morning. it's not really a headache. it just hurts. a lot. maybe it's the lack of sleep that seems to creep in every night.

on a good note, i got my tax return and now i have enough money for next month's rent.
i also took pictures from the community room. gloomy day in the nyc:



playground on top of an apartment building right next to hunter:



peace and love