Monday, March 9, 2009

and to think i was strong enough

it feels good to have a job. i was so discouraged for a really long time... but having found a job during recession makes me feel a little more competent. there were some job offers that paid really well but no way am i going to turn into a complete insomniac and work until 4am when i have class early in the morning. i like this job so far. i get home between 12:30-3am when i close. depends on the day and whether the train decides to be stupid or not.

i went to a party in crown heights last night with makeda and carly. it was a fundraiser for a stupid production (?) maybe not so sure but whatever. it was fun. first it was a little weird because everyone obviously knew each other so carly and i were like ehhh. then tons of people showed up and it was cool. i thought i wouldn't like it because it was going to be filled with artsy minimalistic actors/actresses but it wasn't so bad. i don't want to judge but at least there were people there who didn't go to tisch nor were they into acting. they were into alcohol. the apartment had rooftop access so it was really fun going up on the roof and talking to random people in the dark and drinking.

at one point during the party, i decided to hold my cup with my teeth so i could use both my hands to text and i ended up pouring vodka and tonic all over my phone. it's sort of broken now. sometimes i hate technology.

getting home from the party was so intense. we got so hungry so we made two pit stop before we even got on the fucking train. the second stop was at a dunkin donuts but the closed sign was up and we just started yelling "please" to the guy working in there. he probably had a good laugh... i mean, we were obviously drunk. he let us in :)

then on the train, there were other drunk people who went to some other party in the same area. they were so funny. if i remember correctly, they said they were from jersey and then this dude starts talking to people who were trying to sleep on the train. he said something about jesus. i was so drunk and tired. makeda got off at union sq and carly and i transferred trains to go back to mi casa and that's all i remember because i fell asleep on the train. however, i do remember getting home and immediately going to the kitchen. we nuked some bagel bites and destroyed them in minutes and then watched family guy and fell asleep.

successful weekend. sort of... i didn't get home until 3 am on friday and i was exhausted from work so i went to sleep right away. then i woke up the next day and it was super nice outside. it was in the high 60s and really sunny. this was also the same day i went to that party, but before that sara and carly wanted to go to a park. i was so sore i couldn't move so i passed. i spent the day inside doing homework for about 5 hours.

anyway, so i woke up at 4 pm today and went to work and i just got home. i'm going to pull an all nighter because of that fucking paper due for dfg's class. bleh. i get so tired so easily now because i haven't been working for like 2 months and that one month of depression consisting of me confined to the 4 walls of my basement didn't help.

also, i like skipping time and then going back. this was a long post to distract me from actually starting that paper. school will be the death of me. well, chemistry at least.

peace and love

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