closure is an important attribute. it's a necessity we need to be able to walk in the forward direction without any primitive, hidden, illicit baggage. therefore, i am currently reading middlesex again because i read half of it in high school and just never finished it.
the past week has been filled with tons of fun and no time for relaxation. we turned weekdays into weekends to prove we aren't held down by any academic engagements. ha! well... nyu and pace and the new school and a bunch of other schools are on spring break. maybe that's why. it's not even spring yet... but it sure felt like spring today! such nice weather. i didn't want to waste it being in class so i didn't go. yesterday was st. patrick's day. i love drunk Irish people or just drunk people in general. well i sure didn't love that drunk girl in starbucks today. carly was waiting in line for the bathroom and this girl was just like passed the fuck out and she went in before carly and never came out. it was 6pm. why was she so wasted??
i'm really reluctant to buy the plane ticket to california for betty's graduation. i'm only spending 4 days there, but i'm not sure if it's going to conflict with my summer classes. oh well, i can probably skip a few days of class. i'm so proud of Betty. even though she's only two years younger, she's still my little sister. i can't believe she's going to college in the fall! i'm so excited for her. plus, she's being the perfect daughter that fulfills my mom's dreams... i hope she didn't feel pressured into doing it. i can't believe we used to get into physical fights and just beat each other up and then when high school came along, we fucked each other up emotionally. i guess siblings will always fight. but now we fight as mature adults. i love her.
carly is leaving new york this summer. she's moving back to california at the end of june. sad news. i was being way too selfish and i flipped out when she told me because i immediately thought about myself and how hard it would be for me to live in new york without her. but i'm glad she made this decision. i hope she's happy in california with her family and friends. and i hope she comes to visit me whenever she has time. life is so unpredictable. but these changes are for the better, or so we hope. she's going to try to transfer to ucsc, and i'm sure she'll love it there. this will be one big lonely city without her. anyway, this week's episode of house is supposed to be amazing and i'm going to watch it right now!
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