anyway, i just wanted to take time out to write out a somewhat detailed explanation of how cyberspace has taken over my life. i remember having my first computer when i was about 8. windows 95? 98? whatever. you can't even call those things computers these days. technology advances fast. i guess i regret being introduced to the network and internet transmissions. now i can't stop updating my twitter on my phone. i spend hours stalking people on facebook instead of doing something productive. example: i got home at 6 in the morning and was extremely tired. before i went to sleep, i signed online and checked my email. here's a picture:
okay, not very detailed. i tried.
spring break is around the corner. i can't wait. i looked at the online answers from the chemistry exam. i think i did alright for not showing up to class for 2 weeks. let's cross the threshold and walk toward maturity and responsibility. our plans for canada got scratched because of recession. america's second great depression? we might be going to boston to see our friend nikita. hope that actually happens.
i think something has mediated the intensity that's been overwhelming my daily life. for the first time in a really long time, i feel... normal? but a bit indifferent to certain things. i'm not sure if that's good. i just feel boundless, uplifted, kind of like a bird that found a way to break out of its cage. but i feel retained still. as if i broke back in.
i wonder if it's normal for people to seek for the compliance of others knowing such things do not exist. oh, how selfish we are. it's actually quite spectacular.
until i have something more substantial to bring up...
peace and love,
trace-dawg
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