Run

It's starting to get cold and I think I'm way too unprepared for the harsh winter ahead. Er, not really, I don't know. But Halloween was intense. The Village Parade was awesome, and I'm glad my costume turned out alright. I think someone mistook me for a green condom, but whatevs. I mean, it's November and cold and windy and somewhat depressing. Only because I have financial issues that I keep bothering people with. Like that lady at the financial center who was crap and didn't answer any of my questions wtf. I think I'm going through a mid mid life crisis or something like that, or nothing like that.

If I stay at NYU, I won't be able to join the Peace Corps. If I don't, I could join and also get a Vespa next year. But NYU is my dream school. Plus, would I rather have a degree from NYU or a degree from some city college in NYC? I actually don't know. My lifestyle would actually be more awesome if I leave NYU. But I want to stay. I can support my parents if I leave. I talked to my mom about my situation. She said she doesn't expect me to be able to support her when she's old because I'd hardly be able to support myself. I hate my life.

But not forreals.
But I wish I was more mature, more reliable, more competent.

I'm going to my uncle's for Thanksgiving, and I need to do laundry.