Sunday, January 20, 2008

And pretend that you're alive

I'm going back to New York tomorrow. I could try to make up a list of what I'll miss, but I don't think it matters. Being home was weird. Relaxing, but weird. It was just how I imagined though. Everything looked the same. Physically, everything was the same, but really, they weren't. That's what how I wanted to feel when I was still anticipating the trip back home. That's how I felt, and I'm glad things changed. They reassured me. I have no idea when I'm coming back, and I have no intentions to. But then again, my parents might force me to, I'd succumb, and I'd be back lol.

There were a lot of things that I wanted to do, and I had a month to do them, but I guess I'm just lazy. I must say though, this past weekend was fun. Excruciating fun. I guess it started with insomnia. I went to drop off some stuff at Jessica's and then Thanh made me drive her to Santa Clara. Then that bitch asked me to pick her up like an hour later. That hoe. Then we met up with Andrew and waited for McDonald's to open. Finally, Pedro opened the doors at 6 AM on the dot. Then Brice dropped Thanh off at Jessica's and off to Santa Cruz we went. Andrew's dorm was fucking cold :( We ate at some Chinese place called Shanghai. It was delicious. So we got back to San Jose and left of Davis at around 10 PM. Might I add, that we were already tired and sleep deprived.

Last night was the first time I've ever been to Davis, and from what I heard, it's not much of a party place. However, that fucking party was insane. I walked in and my glasses fogged up so I had to take them off. The birthday boy was drunk as hell and the bathroom was shit :( Those guys who lived there were geniuses though. They duck taped cardboard over their carpet. Brilliant. I have to say that the most unusual part of that party was me wondering into a random room, finding Andrew convincing a dreaded up Jewish guy who plays in a heavy metal band to take a swig of the Jager. Then he did and they started jamming with that guy's guitars. At least that's what I think happened. Well that party was filled with asian girls who were all probably 5' 1''. They looked like they were 12 -__- There were also weird frat guys and no place to walk :( Also, we were outside for a bit and then I think someone locked the door. Anyway, there were hella people outside and so someone was like "THEY LOCKED US OUT!" So this Hagrid-y white guy obnoxiously bangs on the door and demanded it to be opened. He won.

Vivian was at the party. So awesome. Oh yeah, it sucked because we got there at like 12 and there wasn't anymore booze. So we went to get our own and as we were walking back in, Vivian invited us to another party. I can't really remember what happened at that party or where it was at, but I suck at beer pong :( We met some girls from the party and they let us crash in their dorm, and I didn't even know about this until I woke up the next morning to about 10 people going "We're getting sushi, Tracy." So off to brunch we went and Samantha showed up!! It was funny seeing her. She was like "What are you doing here?!" And I was like "What are YOU doing here?!" "I GO HERE!" Oh.

Yeah, so the girls from the party took us to Sac town and we hung out at Old Sacramento for a bit. Then we went to the Westfield shopping center, which brought back memories. Harry Potter, Yay. Then we went back to their dorm and kinda hung out for a bit.

I have to wake up early tomorrow and get breakfast with my parents. Then I'll probably do some last minute San Jose-ish things. Whatever they are. I do need to see some people before I leave tomorrow. I hope I don't get lazy and sit on my fat ass and play Sudoku for another 8 hours. I also need to visit my co worker. I hope she's working tomorrow. I put off visiting her for three weeks. I'm a bad person.

So when Philip was driving back to San Jose from Davis, I was trying to fall asleep in the car but I couldn't. Then I thought, "Hey, I should update my blog." But you know, blogs are just another way for narcissists be even more self-absorbed and pretend that their life is interesting and important among the 7 billion or so people in the world. Or we can just pretend that we're alive and possibly, save all of Africa, not just Darfur.

I am really tired. I have seven bruises on my shins. I'm still hung over. I need to pack.

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